Thursday, May 20, 2010
My "Profound and Insightful" Post!
So, I try to be profound and insightful, but really it never happens. When I get on my blog I tend to get on an ramble about things that don't really matter to anyone else, but blogging is very therapeutic to me. So today I would like to ramble on about my Mid-midlife crisis. Last night I was having a very hard night, at the time it seemed like for no reason. I was up till 6:30 in the morning, I couldn't relax, I opened the window and turned on the fan but was still blazing hot. (Hold on, I'm going to get a coke.) Alrighty, where was I, oh yes, well this morning as I was laying in my bed around 4ish I realized why I was so "sick" we'll say. After seeing an amazing show (Spring Awakening) and all the wonderful actors, I was feeling very inadequate, thinking there is no way I'll be able to be as good as them. So, I got an impression "Text Nora." Why Nora? I have no idea, but I now realize that texting her was the best thing I could have done at that moment. Of course she was awake and ready to talk to me and help me with my problems and long story short, she did. I love her so much and value our friendship to a whole new level. Then later this afternoon I got a call from Todd Olsen one of my directors at school and a close personal friend. After a long (uplifting) talk from him, my spirits were boosted once again! And I came to the conclusion that really, I am only 18, my life is not complete... or my puzzle if you will (Hence the picture.) I'm not meant to be on Broadway just yet, or I would be. I've just got to be patient and work hard to get my puzzle finished and correctly, because a puzzle only fits one way, I believe that I will end up where I need to be. I will work as hard as I can to get to be where I want, and right now, that is all I can do.